Form the heart............
WHy does being in a relationship with God feel so topsy-turvy at times? It's true...one minute, I feel on top of the world- God and I are getting along just fine. I'm doing thwo to three hours in his presenceand being wiht Him just makes my heart beat faster.....
But there are times when God seems so far away and frankly, I doubt he even exists. I get that life is made of choices but I feel that he has left it all up to me. When I start to ponder these things, I feel so bad and wicked as if I should be in hell for thinking such things let alone voicing them out loud.
And then the cycle begins all over again.....
God and I are best friends and then we go all distant again... up and down,down and up......
WILL IT EVER END?
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THIS WAY?
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Monday, December 20, 2010
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
From the Heart...
Honestly.......it's true......
I've finally realized that I'm not a s strong as I thought myself to be.
Honestly it's true....
God's opinion is really what matters and I've discovered that his love is the only thing potent enough to really set me free.
Honestly it's true....
I'm a scared timid,angry child who is still afraid to trust in God completely. I admit I still hang on; I still cling sometimes to the very thing meant to destroy me..
AND SO THE JOURNEY BEGINS.......
A journey to discover the indescribable things God has in store for me.
A one filled with struggles, failures but ultimate victory.
AND SO THE JOURNEY BEGINS......
on this day...JUNE 1, 2010
The Pages Have Now Begun to TURN........
I've finally realized that I'm not a s strong as I thought myself to be.
Honestly it's true....
God's opinion is really what matters and I've discovered that his love is the only thing potent enough to really set me free.
Honestly it's true....
I'm a scared timid,angry child who is still afraid to trust in God completely. I admit I still hang on; I still cling sometimes to the very thing meant to destroy me..
AND SO THE JOURNEY BEGINS.......
A journey to discover the indescribable things God has in store for me.
A one filled with struggles, failures but ultimate victory.
AND SO THE JOURNEY BEGINS......
on this day...JUNE 1, 2010
The Pages Have Now Begun to TURN........
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